Sick and Tired of being Sick and Tired

So, its been exactly one whole week since I have had a real meal (it consisted of a ham sandwhich(fully loaded of course) some chips and a thing of yogurt). But, I haven't been able to eat a real or normal size meal since then, and I am just craving everything, but I know that I can't eat anything else except for some meat and bread. So, I am getting really tired of grilled chicken, its no longer good.

When I got home from Possum Kingdom and Arlington last Sunday night, I weighed myself at 201. On friday I weighed 191. Today...drum roll please........183! Tomorrow I go back to the doctor and hopefully into the hospital. Its pretty sad when you wish yourself a hospital visit, but I think its the best for me, I have to get heathly before school starts or this semester will be bad