Herbies

I really like this guy and respect what he has to say, so read and enjoy also.

Narc

You should be in my space
You should be in my life
You should be in my space
You should be in my life
You could be in my space

i cought trixie napping

Diddy this

Diddy sucks, the VMA's were stupid. And I wander when I'll stop watching MTV, will I ever grow out of it? I mean seriously, why do I watch it when they don't even play videos anymore, half the videos tonight that were up for something I had never seen before.

Monk

So, this is a cool pic of blake on our trip. This was taken on our second day in arlington, 5th day of our trip. My camera got fogged up and i was freaking out cause i thought it would be ruined, but it got better with time. Anyways, blake really didn't do much posing in this pic, for some reason he was already wraped up like some type of monk and he had given him self the mowhawk earlier on the trip. all he did was close his eyes and meditate. i think he could be mistaken for a monk, except for the tattoo.

So...

I'm am back at work today. i missed 4 days last week, 2 because i was in the hospital. anyways, i'm supposed to go to dallas sometime this week to see a Ulcerative Colitis specialist. there is another guy who graduated from high school with me who has the same problem and he went and saw the same person a year ago and he has been fixed, so hopefully that will happen with me.

something random --- has anyone seen those new burger king commercials for the chicken fries? i mean seriously, what are they trying to do with those ads? they are weird and they don't make any sense and quite frankly, the chickens are scary to look at(almost like they copied the dudes from slipknot or something). but anyways, i guess it grabs my attention and makes me want some chicken fries, but then again, i'm starving for anything right now due to my high drug level intake. one more thing and then i'm done, how come when your numb you scratch at yourself so much? ("I got so high, I scratched till i bled..."), i've been dealing with that as of late during the nights, its like i'm either sweating the night away or awake scratching at something.....weird.

Finally, i get to be put in the hospital. ill be there a couple of days, but hopefully not too long, just long enough to get heathly........................

Sick and Tired of being Sick and Tired

So, its been exactly one whole week since I have had a real meal (it consisted of a ham sandwhich(fully loaded of course) some chips and a thing of yogurt). But, I haven't been able to eat a real or normal size meal since then, and I am just craving everything, but I know that I can't eat anything else except for some meat and bread. So, I am getting really tired of grilled chicken, its no longer good.

When I got home from Possum Kingdom and Arlington last Sunday night, I weighed myself at 201. On friday I weighed 191. Today...drum roll please........183! Tomorrow I go back to the doctor and hopefully into the hospital. Its pretty sad when you wish yourself a hospital visit, but I think its the best for me, I have to get heathly before school starts or this semester will be bad

I have felt like complete crap all day and night, maybe the hospital tomorrow?

outta town

I'm leaving here in about an hour for Possum Kingdom and then to Arlington on Friday for some much needed Texas Rangers games. Should be lots of fun, but just a tad bit hot maybe.